[Curhat] Just wanna share my thinking to this site..

Sometime I confused with my thinks...

it's about Hangeng gege...
at first I trust him about his termination case... it's pure because he sick and already tired about the SM's rules..
well,, I realized it.. SME really mean to their artists.. but looks at them.. they famouser than another agency's artists...

maybe I should talk into my own language..
just want to "curhat"

kalo emank karna masalah kesehatan,, it's okay lah buat aq..
tapi knapa stelah beberapa kemudian,, dy mulai jadui artis dengan sendirinya..
pergi ke US, blajar english dan dance sama koreografernya MJ..
look, how mean is he...
I mean,, it's not a rude way..
tapi dy seolah emank udh ngrencanain akan nerusin karir solonya...

Halooo,, kalo dy dlu gk gabung ma SJ,, mana bisa dy kayak skarang..
sbenernya masi gak terima juga dy kluar without ijin dari SJ members..
aq, sbagai istrinya Teukie,, sang leader.. ngrasa dy gak pernah nganggep SJ sbagai family tapi hanya sbagai rekan kerja yg bisa dbuang gtu aj..
Oh mY!!!! how could him...

agak gak terima dy kayak gtu...
aq mpe gak taw mo ngomong kayak gmana lagi..
tapi tau kan,, rasanya dkhianatin ma orang yg udh qt anggep kluarga tapi ternyata dbalik smua itu,, dy gak pernah nganggep qt kluarga and stelah terkenal, langsung ngbuang qt..
like pepatah.. "kacang lupa ma kulitnya"
gak malu yaa dy dcap kayak gtu ma orang2..

sbenernya aq sbagai ELF juga mau ngdukung dy,, tapi gak gni caranyaa..
masi rada kesel n marah ma Geng gege.. gara2 dy udh ngbuang SJ tiba2 pas dy udh d puncak karirnya...
mrasa udh terkenal makanya dy langsung keluar gtu aj... :((
really,, I hate this way..